Archive for December, 2015

Time Stands Still

Posted: December 23, 2015 in Uncategorized
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It has been a while since my last post, but my life has been turned upside down so much tragedy and sadness. I been in meditation and prayer to get some understanding of my purpose in life.

I realise that life is too short and if I am going to make the most of this life, I need to make big changes. 

Yes, my faith in God is back… No I don’t feel God’s forgiveness. 

I have always felt punished by God even before I walked away from my faith, but now I am struggling to find a way to forgive myself. I understand when God forgives, you are forgiven, but it’s my own insecurities that stop me feeling forgiven.

I am struggling to write/post blogs lately, but hopefully after my grieving I am refocus myself to get back to blogging.

I think that is all for now, but hopefully not for too long.